
So while waiting for my pizza to arrive, I decided to make good use of the time by wallowing in a pool of self-pity, much like the glass of my ice-cold Orange Crush surrounded itself in an ever-growing puddle of condensation from the hot, humid air. My new school sucked; most of my classes were covering topics I had learned the previous year. It was hard to make friends since I was attending school in the Canal Zone, but lived in Panama City. I didn’t speak any Spanish. There didn’t seem to be any sources of cultural stimulation or just plain fun. My future looked dismal. I felt totally disconnected, disillusioned, disappointed, and disaffected.
And then the pizza arrived at my table. It is said of crack cocaine that the first dose produces such overpowering pleasure that your life becomes consumed with the quest to relive it. I was not expecting anything special and what I got was something quite extraordinary. Topped with freshly caught shrimp from Panama Bay, it looked much like the one pictured in the first post of this series. And the aroma and flavor? Suffice it to say that I have spent many years and time and effort to relive that first hit of pizza napoletana.
By the time I had finished the pizza, the rain had stopped and my negative feelings had been replaced with a sense that everything was going to be all right. And it really did turn out that way. Once I had recovered from that non-fatal case of culture shock, I discovered how rich Panama was in so many ways. I will never forget my many adventures in the towns, cities, interior, jungles, islands, and oceans of that magnificent country filled with such beautiful people. Of course I was still tormented by all the battles of adolescence, but a regular fix of shrimp pizza from the Napoli never failed to raise my spirits.
It is possible, that the pizza had nothing to do with the sudden turnaround of my attitude that afternoon. But four years later, another pizza played a similar role.
To be continued.